WHY! WHY! WHY! Do I do this to myself....WHY??
IM BEING NAUGHTY AND I CANT SEEM TO STOP!!!
worst of all its so tpical in the cycle of my previous attepts of weight loss
now i know im goin gon like a bad shakespearian actress make this out like its the end of the world when its totally reversible
Ok heres the confession
Last night i gobbled down a wendys meal CHIPS AS WELL!! AND NOT just that some chicken fillet strips i was still with in my points BUT i didnt do my exercise so ive been feeling guilty
THEN
After i had staved away from the temptations of the Account managers Decadent feast of cupcakes tim tams savories and lollies and chippiies and everything else you would love to eat and have no consequnce in the real world, And eaten my delicious Pea and ham soup.... and feeling rather proud of myself, Enter Stage Left the Pizza, end of business year thank for all your hard work here get fat for winter so we can reduce the cost of aircon to keep you warm.... i almost physically hear the Jaws music resounding in my head as i almost in a trance like state move to the box covered in dots for what looks like the most perfectly browned peice of hawaiian Pizza, but my self defeating act doesnt stop there oh no that wouldn't be good enough, so in i go for a second round...........i have to say pizza never tastes so good as when its forbidden, but i know i will have to really pull finger tonight and go for a REALLY long walk and skipp my big botty off and my abs are going to be murdered on the swiss ball...all for the sake of being weak.....
so i put this out there
Are you there god, its Me.... Laura..... Why do i do this!!
Not really looking forward to this weeks Weigh in now......Damn it
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3 comments:
who is in control of your life?
why do you think it is inevitable that if food is in front of you, you must eat it?
the child in you is at the forefront.
become a big girl and take charge of your life
it is not funny to eat wrong foods
it is not respectful to your self to eat wrong foods
at parties put on by other people for your enjoyment, enjoy them. take a piece of pizza and eat ii slowly and lovingly. nibble it and look at it and finish it with enjoyment then go and talk to some new person and be a good guest. dont self indulge, be a good party person and mingle strongly.
you are a very beautiful woman
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