IM DOING IT AGAIN!!!*SOB*

WHY! WHY! WHY! Do I do this to myself....WHY??

IM BEING NAUGHTY AND I CANT SEEM TO STOP!!!

worst of all its so tpical in the cycle of my previous attepts of weight loss
now i know im goin gon like a bad shakespearian actress make this out like its the end of the world when its totally reversible

Ok heres the confession
Last night i gobbled down a wendys meal CHIPS AS WELL!! AND NOT just that some chicken fillet strips i was still with in my points BUT i didnt do my exercise so ive been feeling guilty
THEN
After i had staved away from the temptations of the Account managers Decadent feast of cupcakes tim tams savories and lollies and chippiies and everything else you would love to eat and have no consequnce in the real world, And eaten my delicious Pea and ham soup.... and feeling rather proud of myself, Enter Stage Left the Pizza, end of business year thank for all your hard work here get fat for winter so we can reduce the cost of aircon to keep you warm.... i almost physically hear the Jaws music resounding in my head as i almost in a trance like state move to the box covered in dots for what looks like the most perfectly browned peice of hawaiian Pizza, but my self defeating act doesnt stop there oh no that wouldn't be good enough, so in i go for a second round...........i have to say pizza never tastes so good as when its forbidden, but i know i will have to really pull finger tonight and go for a REALLY long walk and skipp my big botty off and my abs are going to be murdered on the swiss ball...all for the sake of being weak.....

so i put this out there
Are you there god, its Me.... Laura..... Why do i do this!!


Not really looking forward to this weeks Weigh in now......Damn it

ITs a cold miserable Day in Auckland

I have to say today is horrid and i am having a very hard time getting out and about for my walks and skipping, i am going to have to Face the gym again, may as well being that I am paying for it!!
Had a DELICIOUS pea and ham soup today with some yummy whole grain rolls for lunch just what the doctor ordered for such a ratty day and soo filling....
I need ideas of what to do during winter to keep eating good and for excercising....will talk to delwyn on Monday. any suggestions greatly appreciated...

This is How horrid today is you cant even see takapuna or devon port acrooss the way as the weather is so Cruddy

Week 6- Oh yeah a new found burst of determination!

Well I have been SUCH a good girl this week!!


i bought a swiss ball, and a skipping rope and im certainly not proud of my first attempt at skipping i was puffing and wheezing and not to mention tripping myself up and could do Barely a minute!!...sooo sad but by the end of the week i am up to 5 mins of skippins and well the only issue i have now is finding a better sportsbra...as im sure i may at some point end up doing myself an injury!!


and my swiis ball is so much fun and great for me to stretch out on after a big workout...


So......this week i lost 1.4 kgs and i was TOTALLY happy with that as i lost three time more than I gained last week have also included a new picture mum took the night before RTB such a difference from my horrid id photo which was my kirsty alley moment!! nice to know im on the right track:)


roll on next week!!

Week 5- and it all comes tumbling down!!

Well I knew it!! i knew this week i had been far too bad to get weight loss,
in fact i had been so naughty i gained 400g :(
not a deternat or an excuse for me to stop im just going to get back on my horse and get back into it.....
in going to start walking around the park down the road from my house......Watch this space!!:)

I DID IT!!!! I SURVIVED ROUND THE BAYS!!!

Well here i am!! I am actually doing it and with not so much as a wheeze!!

Mum and I started off with the yummiest breakfast Baked beans Eggs and Chicken Bacon( i adore this stuff and 3 rashers for 1 points OH YEAH!!!) and crumpets, and we set off....

THERE WERE SOOOO MANY PEOPLE!!!! i knew that there would be thousands but I never had an idea of how that many people would look.....AMAZING!!

So Mum and I Finished at around 1hour 45 mins which we were both really pleased with and then we went off to the Vodafone after race event and happily had a massage and gobbled down yummy food......although ive been horribly naughty this week and dont think i will lose but we will see tomorrow

Week Four- And so its starts to Slow down

Well week four in and third Weigh went ok....i had been rather bad this week but still managed to lose 1.2kgs which is good i know but i was HOPING like crazy for at least one more big week......
although after all the new male attention this last weekend while i worked at a club in auckland and it was only 5.4kgs lost i CANT wait till i hit double digits!! :)

Well i have Round the Bays with My mum this weekend so hopefully i wont pass out from all the excerise...will keep posted:)

Week 3- YAY I GOT MY BOOKMARK!!!!

Well Week three in and my second weigh in went well a whole 2.2kgs this week, so i earnt my Weightwatcher bookmark YAY!!!!! its all seeming very exciting
i was Naughty this week though i had Pizza Glorious Hawaiian Pizza it tasted soo scrumptious so im a little disappointed at myself as im sure i would have lost more....>But im certainly not going to PooPoo 2.2kgs!! :)
I also took my measurements this week so that i can monitor size loss as well
they're pretty dismal but hey "not for long"....:) hopefully more good news next week
Ciao