Weightwatchers First week in

Well WHAT A WEEK!!!
i have made soo many changes to how i eat and my thoughts about foods
for some reason i had a hatred towards Veges.......I dont know why this is, Veges have never been anything but lovely to me :)
so im now back on good terms with my Fibrous vitamin enriched friends.

And like that Reunion wasnt good enough, on Wednesday night i Discovered that my Car had been broken into, Ok yes im a dram Queen it had been atempted to be broken into....And Being the emotional eater that i am Headed promptly towards the nearest Fast food Resturant- Wendys to be precise to drown my sorrows...... for some reason those three Magical little words Rang in my head "not for Long....Not for Long....Not for long" and i swung my car around and head back to my house to make myself the YUMMIEST cinner of Thai Chicken and Veges.....only 5 1/2 points to boot and felt very proud of handling myself well, but was curious as to how many points i had "saved" myself so consulted with my fabulous Ultimate points guide book....best purchase EVER!! and yes this was a standard feeling sorry for myself binge

1 x Large bag Potatoe Chips 20 points
1 x Large bowl of icecream 15 points
2 x Wendys Spicy chicken Burger w/Cheese 14 points
1 x Great Biggies Fries 8 points
1 x Large dairy frosty 8 points

coming to a grand total of approx 65 points in one sitting......second wake up for me as this was a regular binge i couldnt help but lose weight if i was cutting 50+ points for a single sitting in the evenings....i was looking forward to this weeks weigh in....

Horray to the first step at facing the demon of emotive eating, its really empowering to feel in control of my eating at last...

Ok so i have this week Lost 3.2kgs!!!!

This is so awesome i feel really positive for the week to come, it all seems really easy to do!! :)

Kirstie alley moment picture

This is it the thing that made me join weight watchers, i went to work this day thinking i looked awesome and then( how dare they) make me look so Moonfaced!!! Im on a mission!!!

One small step for man one huge leap for Laura!!

Day One

Initial Weigh in for Weightwatchers,

I can feel the impending doom filling ever fibre of my being today is wake up day to how bad ive let myself go/ been in denial about how bad ive really become....

Time to go and face my truth .....

Ok for some reason getting on that scale wasnt as bad as i thought I wasn't as bad as i had initially thought but still FAR FAR more than i have EVER been in my life.

Ok Truth Time my Initial Weigh in is *eeek* 119.8kgs *SOB*

Now this really could have been Make or Break moment already whether or not i was going to stick with this, and THANK GOD for my Meeting Leader Delwyn i told her how horrid that number was to me and the three words that came out of her mouth were the most wonderful i think i had ever heard haha...."not for long" she said. Why this had an effect on me i honestly dont know but it made such a difference......im really looking forward to doing week one......